Lunes, Oktubre 29, 2012
October 29,2012
Dear Friend,
Have you ever been inlove? I mean I'm sure you have. Everybody fell in love and fall out of it and do it all again. Tho that person hurt you ,right? that's how we do it we are looking for that comfort of someone and sometimes we are confused of that feeling that person shows toward us, that's why people are getting hurt. Confused feeling for someone we thought we fell in love with that person but the truth is we are just confused of that feeling that they showed us . The thing is They aren't hurting us they are just showing us kindness and things nice because we are special to them not that special but just friends or maybe,just maybe they feel the same way but they wouldn't want us to know it because they are afraid that we might not feel the same way and get some rejection. Yes, REJECTION. We all hate it even people who are above or powerful had their rejections moments,even people we see as the little Mr and Ms Perfect. The truth is nobody is excused from getting hurt. Falling in love with the wrong person is part of our life it opens our eyes from the truth of life. The truth that Life is unfair not just for less-previlage people but also for wealthy people. Hurt will choose no one it will just get you just like everything in this word. That's why I don't blame people who I've fallen in love that hurt me 'cause I didn't chose to be inlove with them it just came ..One day I felt that feeling where you can't stop thinking of that certain person and that you've been waiting for his texts and hoping that he will text you. The good thing is when you're inlove you don't care about any problems you are focused in that someone and you are are doing some great things like you're studying to show that person that you're good enough for them. You do things to impress that person. Sometimes things you do to impress that person is good sometimes its bad so keep in mind that even tho you are in love think of the things you can do to impress that person,if it is wrong or if it right. Or you can just tell them how you feel because you'll never know what will happen if you tell them ,maybe they feel the same way about you,maybe not but the thing is you told him/her.
love always,
S.xx
Martes, Oktubre 23, 2012
October 23,2012
Dear Friend,
Why do people always treat me like I'm a piece of shit? Don't they know that it hurts me so much?
I know I'm not that kind of person who shows their feelings. I just want to be normal tho I know for myself that I am a special weird kid that has her own world,and that my really closest friends know me. I just hate the fact that I was judged by this people at my school don't they know it lower someone's self esteem and that if they continue judging a person that is really fed up with all, it can lead to suicide and suicide is the number one problem of teens now there are many teens who are thinking of committing suicide, I know because I follow suicidal blogs on tumblr. and I talk to them and telling them to feel better about themselves. Just a brief fact of suicide.
Every 30 seconds there is a person who is committing suicide and every day there is about 2,000 people who are committing suicide a day.
I am sad to say that the main cause of it is being judged, bullied, or they are fed up with their life and they just decide to end it. That is how we think now a day, I'm thankful that I'm not yet at that point,but yesterday I almost broke down.... How would you feel when someone told you that you stay away from a person because you're done with him/her? Honestly It hurts me, that was the meanest thing I've ever heard in the past 16 years of my life. I know I'm sometimes rude but to tell you the truth I don't mean that. It's kinda how I tell you that I like you. If I'm very mean to someone that is close to me it means that I love her/him. That's how I role.
To tell you why would say something rude,mean to me we're not even that close - close. tho we're close because I tend to open up with every one because I easily trust someone tho I met you from the internet.
If someone in my school who is reading this: STOP MAKING MY LIFE MISERABLE,IT'S ALREADY MISERABLE AND I HATE IT DON'T MAKE ME HATE IT EVEN MORE..Please?
all i'm asking for is a respect and that you should stop judging everyone you will never know when will you last see that person.
Love, S
Why do people always treat me like I'm a piece of shit? Don't they know that it hurts me so much?
I know I'm not that kind of person who shows their feelings. I just want to be normal tho I know for myself that I am a special weird kid that has her own world,and that my really closest friends know me. I just hate the fact that I was judged by this people at my school don't they know it lower someone's self esteem and that if they continue judging a person that is really fed up with all, it can lead to suicide and suicide is the number one problem of teens now there are many teens who are thinking of committing suicide, I know because I follow suicidal blogs on tumblr. and I talk to them and telling them to feel better about themselves. Just a brief fact of suicide.
Every 30 seconds there is a person who is committing suicide and every day there is about 2,000 people who are committing suicide a day.
I am sad to say that the main cause of it is being judged, bullied, or they are fed up with their life and they just decide to end it. That is how we think now a day, I'm thankful that I'm not yet at that point,but yesterday I almost broke down.... How would you feel when someone told you that you stay away from a person because you're done with him/her? Honestly It hurts me, that was the meanest thing I've ever heard in the past 16 years of my life. I know I'm sometimes rude but to tell you the truth I don't mean that. It's kinda how I tell you that I like you. If I'm very mean to someone that is close to me it means that I love her/him. That's how I role.
To tell you why would say something rude,mean to me we're not even that close - close. tho we're close because I tend to open up with every one because I easily trust someone tho I met you from the internet.
If someone in my school who is reading this: STOP MAKING MY LIFE MISERABLE,IT'S ALREADY MISERABLE AND I HATE IT DON'T MAKE ME HATE IT EVEN MORE..Please?
all i'm asking for is a respect and that you should stop judging everyone you will never know when will you last see that person.
Love, S
Lunes, Oktubre 22, 2012
October 22,2012
Dear Friend,
Please don't take this the wrong way but.. I'm avoiding you because... I thought I was falling for you. I don't want to make things awkward for us. You were my closest friend.. When people asked me if you were my best friend.. I don't easily respond to them it takes me time to respond..I always think before I answer them... I felt like I was friend zoned somehow. I always say we are "FRIENDS" because of my lousy excuse that I have so many best friends but I know for my self that I only have 3 Best friends. I can't consider you as my best friend because I was falling for you... I don't know how many months I didn't talk to you but it took me time to realize that I was really getting too attached to you, we were so closed that I thought I was falling for you I got confused by the mixed feeling I felt through the actions you shown to me. So basically I'm blaming you for being sweet to me that I got confused with this stupid emotions. I can't really control how I feel. but please don't say that I am ignoring you on the whole batch or to your friends.
Its making me the bad guy here tho i feel like i'm the victim of this whole thing. So yesterday our classmate asked me why am I avoiding you.. I told her I just want to. She then answered back immediately and said "Really?, Just tell us you got what you want from her" So I then realized that the story or rumors that were spreading or i don't know maybe just for her, I realized that the way she said it and how she looked at me she thought I was using you, but no i was just avoiding you and let this feeling fade away.. That's all why do people need to judge and they misunderstood everything and it leads to the point that i think that I'm that bad bitch that used someone just for my needs. I hate that feeling because I am not like that I am not a bad person..Okay? So when I got home yesterday I was sick I had a fever and I slept.
I cried first then I slept. So Friend,I am truly sorry for what have I done. I was just thinking about myself and it didn't cross my mind that you treated me as your best friend and you were hurt? I think. of what I have done. I'm sorry okay? please forgive me..I maybe smiling and all but I am not that happy because I know you are mad at me and that our classmates and your other friends think that I am a user because that's what I heard from a classmate..
Love,
S. xx
Its making me the bad guy here tho i feel like i'm the victim of this whole thing. So yesterday our classmate asked me why am I avoiding you.. I told her I just want to. She then answered back immediately and said "Really?, Just tell us you got what you want from her" So I then realized that the story or rumors that were spreading or i don't know maybe just for her, I realized that the way she said it and how she looked at me she thought I was using you, but no i was just avoiding you and let this feeling fade away.. That's all why do people need to judge and they misunderstood everything and it leads to the point that i think that I'm that bad bitch that used someone just for my needs. I hate that feeling because I am not like that I am not a bad person..Okay? So when I got home yesterday I was sick I had a fever and I slept.
I cried first then I slept. So Friend,I am truly sorry for what have I done. I was just thinking about myself and it didn't cross my mind that you treated me as your best friend and you were hurt? I think. of what I have done. I'm sorry okay? please forgive me..I maybe smiling and all but I am not that happy because I know you are mad at me and that our classmates and your other friends think that I am a user because that's what I heard from a classmate..
Love,
S. xx
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