Dear Friend,
Why do people always treat me like I'm a piece of shit? Don't they know that it hurts me so much?
I know I'm not that kind of person who shows their feelings. I just want to be normal tho I know for myself that I am a special weird kid that has her own world,and that my really closest friends know me. I just hate the fact that I was judged by this people at my school don't they know it lower someone's self esteem and that if they continue judging a person that is really fed up with all, it can lead to suicide and suicide is the number one problem of teens now there are many teens who are thinking of committing suicide, I know because I follow suicidal blogs on tumblr. and I talk to them and telling them to feel better about themselves. Just a brief fact of suicide.
Every 30 seconds there is a person who is committing suicide and every day there is about 2,000 people who are committing suicide a day.
I am sad to say that the main cause of it is being judged, bullied, or they are fed up with their life and they just decide to end it. That is how we think now a day, I'm thankful that I'm not yet at that point,but yesterday I almost broke down.... How would you feel when someone told you that you stay away from a person because you're done with him/her? Honestly It hurts me, that was the meanest thing I've ever heard in the past 16 years of my life. I know I'm sometimes rude but to tell you the truth I don't mean that. It's kinda how I tell you that I like you. If I'm very mean to someone that is close to me it means that I love her/him. That's how I role.
To tell you why would say something rude,mean to me we're not even that close - close. tho we're close because I tend to open up with every one because I easily trust someone tho I met you from the internet.
If someone in my school who is reading this: STOP MAKING MY LIFE MISERABLE,IT'S ALREADY MISERABLE AND I HATE IT DON'T MAKE ME HATE IT EVEN MORE..Please?
all i'm asking for is a respect and that you should stop judging everyone you will never know when will you last see that person.
Love, S
